I am over head and ears in love with anaïs nin

About: to be Anaïs Nin for christ Jesus.

"Johnny is in love. What can one say? I looked the girl over." - Anais Nin, writer, whore

- Anaïs Nin was een hoer; dit boek is voor haar.

Introducing myself partly as a "dog" returning to it's vomit for having too long whitewashed my religious attitude with the name of christ, I desperately try to grasp what Paul's message of grace is, now with my life balancing between Anais Nin and a Roman citizen named Paul of Tarsus. This book is about my feast of tabernacles odyssee through the end times, about celebrating my life in the babylon chaos. This book is about my life in the Greek aorist tense, namely transforming an act into a fact.

- keywords, aion, aorist

>>> I believe that Christ has made me Anaïs Nin to glorify him. 

Two persons mark my odyssee, Anais Nin, a whore and the apostle Paul, a psychopath, who stood there on the Areopagus in Athens, facing the Homer-Alexander and Hellenistic spirit of stoicism. As he stood there, bashing all religious and philosophical rock & roll, he preached a mysterious new message of grace and resurrection from the death.

Anaïs Nin and I share the same life-attitude; she writes: “I am no adventurer, I miss my home, familiar streets, those I love and know well.” So my message is: uprootedness versus the salvation of ALL, 1 Timothy 4:10.

This book is the witness of my wrestling with spiritual forces of wickedness among the celestials. When I am weak, then I am powerful, 2 Corinthians 12:10.

Aorist tense, "When Peter charges the house of Israel with the crucifixion of Christ, it is not simply the act but the attitude which he condemns. "You crucified" was true; "you crucify" is truth (Acts 2:36). God has deposited the truth in the indefinite, Ephese 1:1-12.

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> SPIRIT of this book: This is what King Salomo calls Shagah intoxicated confusion. It is the same shagah confusion of when the jews called Jesus' mother a whore, John 8:41.

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... Christ heals all broken hearts.

Paul used a lonely, freaky Greek word aion, that changed my life and opened my eyes for the real message of the bible. Paul divides our concept of time into 5 eonian periods through which Gods plan is being revealed and ALL men are getting judged AND saved.

Another inspiration is Adolph E. Knoch who wrote his concordant commentaries on the Bible. On the other side of the spectrum of the spiritual world, there is Kelly Cahill's book Encounter that had opened my eyes, also John Keel, Operation Trojan Horse.

There is also a hidden eonian romance behind the stage of the bible, which begins in Genesis 2:22 with the creation of the woman and goes all through Mathew 22:2 and ends in the book of Revelation. I too reflect on this eonian drama. My book contains the diaries of Anais Nin, some concordant bible studies and my own odyssee. 

Themes are the Feast of Tabernacle, End Time, anti trinity, eonian romance, anti-religion versus pro-grace and uprootedness versus the salvation of all, 1 Cor. 15:28, 1 Tim. 4:10.

Using the Greek word aion and aorist tense, imperative, Mat. 6:11 and imperfective, Luke 11:3.

... A response to Augustine's City of God

With the attack by Alarik on Rome in 410 A.D. a shockwave went through the ancient world of Western history. The history of Rome and the history of the Western world were so strongly interwoven that many believed that the fall of Rome was the end of christianity.

But... God was still in the game. He gave us, through the writings of Augustine a new book, called the city of God. Rome was the city of man but the heavenly kingdom was the city of God. Now, so many years later, with the crash of a Titanic, called christendom, God gave me this Odyssee to pick up a new track again in the dawning of a new aion at hand.

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8 june 2009 (A.N. website since 2001)

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